=.=

sorry if i keep on hurting you, sorry if you don't like the things i say or do, sorry if with you i always put up a fight, sorry i just can't do anything right
i know im not prefect
now u can do whatver you want to do
i don't want to complain or say
just do want you want to do

'________'

Before 2010 :)

30 DISEMBER 2009
Finally aku jmpe max..setelah sekian lama plan nk jumpa akhirnya jumpa juga.
I met him at mid valley.Mula-mula cuak juga nk jumpa dia tapi lama-lama dh okay dah.
Dia okayla bagi aku.Simple guy not so over,hehe.
First jumpa dia,aku teman dia mkn sebab dia lpr,dia ajak aku mkn tp aku mls nk mkn.
aku kalau keluar mmg mls sikit nk mkn..then kitarong jln2..
Aku ajak dia msk kedai pets wonderland sbb aku nk tgk kucing:D
Bnyk binatang ada kt kdi tue,semua comel-comel..hehe
rasa nk bawa balik pun ada..Max ckp dia teringin nk bela ular..dlm bnyk2 binatang ular juga u nk bela kn max..haha!tk kisahla..
Aku teringin nk bela hamster sebenarnya...max bnyk pengetahuan psl hamster sbb dia penah bela..sound intersting jugala..mcm2 dia tau,bgsla:)
Max ni bnyk ckp juga so aku tk adala rasa kekok or malu..mula2 mmgla malu tpi dh lama2 aku buat mcm biasa,i'll be myself,yess!
Then aku dgn max pgi tmpt games..dia main games kereta,aku pun main juga
lps tue aku tgk dia main games tembak2,apa nama games tue pun aku lupa..hehe
Acttly max tk boleh lpk lama2 sbb dia nk jmpe mmbr dia..mmgla sedihkn sbb jmpe kejap je tpi apa aku boleh buat..just let u go..haha!
next time ada lagi so tak apala
so,i hope to see you again MAX;)
take care yourself;)


muahhhx!
bye
:P

cinta mmg buta!

kalau kita dh suka kt seseorang tue kalau buruk atau jahat sekali mana pun dia kita tetap akan sayang dia walau macam mana sekali pun
tapi kalau dia curang dengan kita,mcm mna kita menghadapinya????????
melepaskannya atau biarkan saja dia melakukan perkara trkutuk tue?(ermm,trkutuk ke?hahaha!)
setiap individu pasti ada cara penyelesaiannya dgn cara tersendiri
ada yg membiarkan kan saja pasangannya curang,ada yang melepaskan kerana tidak sanggup,ada yg buat tak tahu kpd pasangannya tapi pd msa sama dia masih lagi sayang akan pasangannya yg curang itu
macam macam cara yg dilakukan..
trpulangla kpd individu tersebut...
CINTA KAN MMG BUTA!


;)
lalala

speechless

Hi!actually i dont know what to say right now
what i know is im so bored!fucking bored!
someone please take me watching movie
hehe

bye2
muah!;D

words can't describe anythings

Would you please be my babe
Come by and I lay you down
I'm loving when you say I love you too

I have a dream of you I can't defined
You've been on my mind
Don't go
I feel lost without you by my side
Lost and on my own
Yeah I'm falling for an angel

miss you badly
;(

GO away FROM ME!

I was so bored right now..
donno what to do..emmm
main games??emmmm..aku dh puas main games smpi tk lrt nk main dah..haha!
pnt pun ada skng..urghhh!!!
BOSAN TLGLA PGI JAUH DRI AKU,boleh??hehe
emmm

update,update(to:MAX)

max,now i dlm proses updatekan blog i..
i dah update sikit-sikit..hehe
sbnrnya i tak tau nk tulis apa..haha!
merepek2 je i tulis nie..
okay..

bye

muahhhx!

;)

about you LULALLBY

I miss you so much
I want to see you every minutes,every second,evry where
I want to hold you
I want to kiss you
I want you to take care of me
I want you be my HUSBAND(ermmm,mybe..haha!:P)
I always thinking of you
I wanna be on you
I want you always with me

*who's this??
-my secret LULALLBY-
hehe
muahhhhx!

:D

DROP DEAD!

HAHAH!I want this T-shirt so much..baju drop dead..aku dgn fara brcadang nk beli baju nie
:D
so,fara kita kumpul duit eh beli baju nie..bnyk lagi baju drop dead yang lawa..
hehe

RARA is BACK!

haha!aku kembali ke blog ini setelah sekian lama tk menulisnya
:)
insyaAllah aku akn cuba utk terus menulis ke blog ini dan updatekan je
so,we see u guys soon!
daa
t.cre
muahhhh~!

hmm

IM SO SAD TODAY
:(

DAMN!

urghhhhhh!!!!
hate it!
emmmm



:-/

Rara here!

Hai guys!RARA IS BACK!
aku kembali setelah sekian lama aku tidak menulis ke blog ini
aku akan cuba untuk kembali aktif menulis ke blog ini

:)

starstruck!

i love you B
i miss you B
i need you forever B
i want you B
you're my everything!!!

you know who you are
;)

muahhhhh!

happy eid mubarak!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN
:D

muahhhhh!

i'm coming HOME!

Finally i back to home again because H1N1 disease.I got fever too
;(
I also got assigment to do..
hmmm
bye~

not again!

today im gonna back to my cllge..
so,bye mom,bye dad,bye everyone
;(

YESS!miss you damn much!

These are the name that I MISS SO MUCH:

• NADIA HANA
• KHALEDATUL IZZA
• AMIRA ROSLAN
• ANUAR???????
  
• FAI
• TASYA
• DIEBA
• AL
• NATRAH
• WAHIDA
• IZZAH ULFAH
• LOQ
• WANA
• AMY
• YOI
• SYAZWAN
• RAZIN
• KEWOL(MAYBE,hmmm)
• FD
• DEYLA
  

friends till death!

This is my friends at KPTM IPOH.Even we just known each other but we like siblings.We used to be together everytime.Happy,sad,angry and problem we share together.I hope we will friends till the end.I love you guys!MUAHHH!

In most ways, friendship between teens isn't any different than friendship at any other time in our life. Still, adolescence is a tumultuous time, and teens often rely on their friends to be the only ones in the world that seem to understand them. And that can only serve to strengthen an already powerful bond.

:D

where are you dear???

I don't know what do right now..my feeling towards him became strong even both of us busy with a lot of activities..I'm tried to cool down and erased my mind to thinking about his but i can't..you know who you are i'm talking about..i don't have a mood right now..

;(

p/s:seriously,i always miss and thinking of you..your picture that you gave to me,i still keep inside my laptop..

HOMECOMING!!

Now,i'm at home.yess!I miss my mom,my dad and also my cutie cat.hehe
i only at home just for 1 weeks..hmm
i also got assgmnt to do..urggg!damn!

DIM0103-AYAM CREW-

Ini umat-umat yg berada di kelas aku.Ketua segala umat di dlm kelas ini ialah syafiq atau lbh dikenali dgn panggilan AYAM.HAHA!tanpa dia di dlm kelas,suasana akn menjadi suram.Selama sebulan lebih aku berada di kptm,ipoh bnyk benda yg aku pelajari..Ada yg pahit,manis,masam,masin..segalanya ada.Pengalaman mengajar aku utk lebih mnjadi matang.Aku suka berada dikelas 0103 ni.happy,sedih,tk suka,menyampah semua ada..Kami bagaikn 1 keluarga.segala masalah kami hadapi brsama.Kalau nk ikutkn kelas aku rmi pelajar lelaki,so pljr lelaki dikelas aku agak bising..mcm mcm perangai ada.ada je benda yg boleh jd bahan lawak.Aku hrp aku akn berada dikelas 0103 smpi hbs semester dan aku hrp mereka juga begitu.

bye bye~

BYE BYE EVERYONE..
I'GOING BACK TO COLLEGE AGAIN..HMMMM

;(

SEE YOU LATER

take care~

KPTM IPOH!!

This is my group during orientation day at kptm ipoh.My group name is EXCELLENT and my facilitator is abg fizi.At the first time at kptm ipoh i feel so bored but then on day 3 i feel so excited and quite happy.All the seniors was so friendly to help us as a junior to face the challange as a cllge student and how to improve for a better person.I tried to enjoy as a student kptm.
The students also friendly and certain was so arrogant.Overall,i enjoy studying in kptm ipoh.KPTM HEBAT!HAHA!

:DD

i'm back to home!yeay!

setelah hmpr 2 minggu aku berada di kptm ipoh,akhirnya aku kembali ke rumah.HAHA!
rndunya kt ibu dgn ayahku...ermm,aku penat..bnyk assgmnt nk buat..tp tkpe aku akn menyiapkn..
okayla..chow dulu..

adios~

menghitung hari..

ermm,esk aku akn pergi ke ipoh utk smbg stdy..nmpknya aku akn jrg menulis blog ini..tapi jika aku ada kesempatan aku akn cuba utk menulis di blog ini..
bye bye~
muahhh,muahhhh!


love,
RARA..

yeahhhhh!

i'm listening to this songs right now:

1. enter shikari-juggernauts
2. owl city-maybe i'm dreaming
3. keri hilson feat ne-yo& kanye west-knock you down
4. cash cash-sugar
5. the devil wears prada-dez moines

yeah yeah yeah!!HAHA!
:P

Gonna miss them~

urghhhh!GONNA MISS THEM ALL!:(

gosh!

kenapa aku rasa lemah dan sangat tk ada mood..haih..lemah sgt!ishhh!
dahla..
GOODBYE

26 mei 2009 away to ipoh

Selamat tinggal warga SEREMBAN.Aku akan menyambung pelajaranku di ipoh..
Selamat tinggal juga kepada teman-temanku..Semoga berjaya didalam apa jua bidang yang anda ceburi..
kepada izza,nadia hana,amira roslan,syafika,zulaikha i love YOU!

fly high~

The fact that you were born,
Is proof, God has a plan for you.
The path may seem unclear right now,
But one day you will see,
That all that came before,
Was truly meant to be,
God wrote the book that is Life,
That’s all you need to know.
Each day that you are living,
Was written long ago.
God only writes best sellers,
So be proud of who you are,
Your character is important,
In this book, you are the ‘Star’…God has a plan and purpose for all of us…….!!

This is short story i like the most..thanks to cinan because he gave it to me to read and i like it so much..It's so meaningful..and be proud of who you are.REMENBER THAT..
thanks for read~

adios~

Prove worthless!

You such a player!such a sweet talker!tak tau mcm mana nk ckp lg..i never thought you such like that..eeeuwwww!tak sangka setelah aku meninggalkan kau,perangai kau still sama..HMMM!
kalau aku marah or geram mcm mana skali pun tk dpt merubah apa apa..You such a women's boy!
Normal men, speak, listen and than think.
Wise men, listen, think and then speak.
Wise women, listen, think and speak all at the same time.
While normal women don't seem to think or listen at all,
to normal men that is.....

i'm talking about you,mr.k_ _ _ _!

adios~

life is so hard....

26 mei nie aku akan menyambung pelajaranku di kolej poly tech mara,ipoh dan mengambil course dip.MULTIMEDIA!pada mulanya aku rasa berat hati utk pergi ttp setelah berfikir ini utk kebaikan aku juga sbb ini demi masa depanku..emmm..jauh pun jauhla..nnt aku aku akn bertemu kwn baru,lecturer dan lain lainla..Aku rndu juga kwn kwn aku..izza,nadya,zulaikha dan seangkatnya..mcm mna diorngkn..
bfre nak pgi sna aku nk jmpe diorng dulu:D

Aku hrp suasana kt sana bgs trmsk hostel..insyaAllah aku boleh survive disna..

okayla,mls nk tulis pnjg-pnjg..chow dulu....



by rara.

where are you???searching

It's been a few months.Ain't seen or heard from you..where did you go?emmm
I been missing you lately..You know who you are..Im tried to moving on but i can't..
seems like u have spells on me..Man!i want those sweet memories..I try to forget you but i can't erased out from my mind either my heart..GOSH!you make me feel this way..im just..emmm
Please stay for a while..Sometimes i been thinking of you..i dont know what's wrong with me..
I still keep ur old messages you send to me..you last messages you wrote to me is last month and you said"RARAKU SYG!".Ermm,thinking of you,what would you do..Oh,i wish i can be someone special to you..God,please tell him that i missing him so much!pleaseeeeeee~
i want him to know............and i hope you read my blog........

LOVE U MOM!MUAHHH!

ibu,ur are my sweetheart,my everything..I LOVE U IBU!!!!


hug&kiss
muahhhhh,muahhhhh!
XOXO~

DAMNNNN!!!!!

Damn!td aku check upu,aku tk dpt..sedih kne buat rayuan.Dhla matrix tk dpt,U pun tk dpt..nk msk mna nie????ADUHHHHHH!aku sedih sgt..at the same time juga aku rindu kt someone..kenapa aku kena hadapi sume nie..dia hilang ntah kemana..mlm semalam aku nangis..perasaan aku bagaikan mcm gelas yg jatuh berderai..aku cuba memahami orang sekelilingku tp org sekelilingku tak memahami bagaimana perasaan aku sekarang..sebenarnya aku rindu sgt kt dia..smpi sekarang dia tk sms aku.aku tk tau nk buat mcm mna..dah lama aku tk update blog aku..kt bloglah tempat aku meluahkan perasaan aku..aku tahu tiada siapa yang akan baca blog ini termasuk DIA tapi tulis juga untuk melegakan hati aku...

by:RARA

MISSING HIM!!!

seriously i miss him damn muchhhh!!!what should i do????
haih~
can somone tell him that i miss him so muchh.pleaseeeeeeeeee!!!

redeem myself....

26march(thursday)-bosan ddk rumah sorang sorang.haih..mcm org tk betul pun ada jugak..Dah lma tk update blog nie..last update pun nk tulis psl madu tue.rndu kt dia
ermm,next month ada jpj test,aduhhh mampus if tk lulus!!urghhhh!!takut!bilalah nk dpt surat twrn msk ke uitm nie..HAHAHA!mcm bgs je rslt nk msk sna kn.tp kalau dpt ALHAMDULLILAH..hahaha!tak ada kerja amek gmbr mcm nie.bosan,bosan,bosan..i miss my friends escplly nadya hanna,izza,zulaikha,mira,deyla....
masing masing buat hal sndri,haih..lps spm nie semua nk sombong.rndu diorng doeeeee!!!rndu kt madu jugak,apa nie!! asyik rindu kt dia je,dia rndu kt aku ke tk..aduhhhhh..okayla,mls nk tulis pnjg pnjg.
chow~

2.15 a.m

hmmm..dh pgi pun tp aku stll tk tdo sbb tggu ayah aku balik dr terengganu
:(
so,untk hilangkn rsa bosan onlne myspace&merapu kt blog nie..
ermmm,sbnrnya aku rndu kt madu tp..hmmm.rndu sangat.adoiiiiiiiii~
stll waiting his text
haih...mcm mana nie..tp aku rsa dia tk tau aku rndu kt dia...
hrp dia bce blog aku tp mcm tak je pulak..


HAIH~

lalalala~

Ermmm,this guy named amirul or YOI.But i like to called his MADU!HAHAHA!actully i have a bit crush on him.heeee~opps!lately i always thinking of him.hmmm.I been missing u,but i dont know if he have same feeling as me.I hope you just stay safe and stay strong.How does he feel??and i will remenber you.emmm.....i'm gonna remenber you,you gonna remenber me.hehe.I'll admit that I was impressed
Physically just short of perfection.I cant explain this feeling,i think about it everyday.Am I crazy or falling in love.ermmm.Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away........
But I know this crush aint going away, going away.miss you MADU!!

alhamdullilah

well,result spm has been annouced.hmm,alhamdullilah and i grateful with my result even i'm a little bit disspointed because my add math's was failed and also my accounts.DAMN!but my parents encourage not to sad about my result because there's more opportunities outside there.I hope i will improve myself better and better.ALHAMDULLILAHHHHH.amin.

crazyyyyyy!

OMG!!!
I am going to scream my head offf
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

fuihhhhhh~

haih
:DD

GILA CAMERA

Khaledatul Izza seorang gadis yg suka akan camera.Gambar-gambarnya menarik perhatian orang untuk melihat dan mnegenalinya dengan lebih dekat.Dia seorang yang peramah dan baik(ye kot,hehehe).Jika pergi kemana-mana,dia gemar mengambil gambar tak kiralah apa jenis tempat.JIka ingin mengenali sila layari myspacenya-IZZA ISBIHA-hehehe~

:P

realize.

Im been missing you crazy lately.i dont know what's wrong with me??.Seems that i fall in love again..duhhhh,shitt!!i hate to be hurts again but it came very fast and i cant take it..Im in spell right now,what should i do??sometimes i feel so heartless and heartbreak.I want him to be mine.i want it but....HE???OMG!only God know how im feel right now.Please,please.HELP me!!! You know you are you im talking about..i hope you read my blog...hmmmm

haih....

its over,over and overrrr

I REALLY DISSPOINTD AND ITS HURTS..YOU ARE SO HARD TO FORGET..WHY??????BUT ITS OVER BETWEEN YOU AND ME..I DONT WANT YOU GO BUT I MUST DO IT BECAUSE YOU ONLY NEED HER THAN ME..SO,HAPPY WITH HER

this is me

i accept every part of me, even the parts i am just learning to like. i respect and protect my body because my health is important to me. i listen with love to my body's messages. my body represents perfection. i am vibrantly healthy. the love from my heart flows joyously through my body. i laugh at life and at myself too and choose not to be offended by anyone or anything. i allow myself to be open and receptive to learning new ideas. i feel glorious, dynamic energy. i am active and alive. i see myself as beautiful, lovable, and appreciated. i am proud to be me. i am quite patient, tolerant, and diplomatic. i have my own set of talents and abilities. i release and let go. i gladly give away all that i no longer need. i am created to succeed, and i now give thanks to my success. no person, place, or thing has power over me, for i am the only thinker in my mind. i now attract new friends who are exciting, loving, caring, accepting, funny, and generous. i choose to make wise decisions that benefit every person, place, and thing in my world. for me, life is really very simple. what we give out, we get back. Love is the miracle cure. loving myself works miracles in my life. the past is over and cannot be changed. this is the only moment i can experience.I am willing to change to become better person.

im stll yours????tell me..

I feel like I've lost everything.About things I couldn't say to you.I do love you,how about you??
You know my heart(So tell me honestly, did you ever really want this?).But i will be okay..is that you want me to i say..im really disspointed..so,i will let you go even do my heart is so hard to forget you.tell me what should do??im understand you only need HER than me.i better let you go..i cant seem face the truth now,you're with her..supposed to be fade.I should to be strong but i cant because i do love you..i really disspointed and hurts..i try to hide my feelings but i cant..for now i just hoping that i will forget you..MAYBE..

seriously..im so sad

I'm so SAD,SAD and SAD.....urghhhhhhhhH!!!!!!!!i don't know whats wrong with me but I'm deeply so sad..feels like want to cry..when i sad or cry nobody know about that including HIS..SAD,SAD,SAD!!!!

no mood

today is sunday..hmmm.so bored.Apabila bosan aku akn meluahkn perasaan aku ke blog ini.Aku rasa aku nk demam.tp,entahlah.....
aku betul-betul mmg tak ada mood.so,bye..

my soul,drugs,and everything

This tembam girl named Khaledatul izza.What can i say about this girl is she very talkative,friendly and suka brgosip.hehehe.shes very cute too.Aku suka brkawan dgn dia.Dia best,ada je benda yg nak dicakapkan tk kira psl apa pun jnj ada bnda nk ckp.Ermm,lagi satu,izza nie suka ketawa..kalau dia gelak mmg tak ingt dunia la kn.hehehe.I love her as a friend.Kalau dia tak ada msti sunyi..Aku rndu kau dohh...sgt rndu..bila nk jmpe nie???masing-masing sibuk je..haih.and 1 more thing izza,kalau kau suka someone jgn tak ngaku.ckp je.aku tau kau.HAHAHAHA!sayang u la B!:PP


Her name is nadia hana bt mohd hasbullah.She is my bestfriend.Bila aku ada problem aku msti bgtau dia tak kshla what problems.She also a good listener.Nadia ni slalu perasan dia CUTE.HAHAHAH!dia suka ckp diri dia cute.yela,aku ngaku kau cute.bluekkkk!:D
Btw,I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!dah lama tk jmpe kau..kau sibuk kerja..nk sgt jmpe kau nadia...
i stll remenber you babe..and aku hrp friendship kita akn smpi bila-bila.LOVE YOU !muahhhh!!
hehehe.

bored,bored and bored.haih......

apa nk buat skng ptg2 nie
bosannya!!!!!
nk kuar sen tk ada:(

btw,I MISS HIM sO MUCH!
but i dont know weather he miss me or not..
seriously,i miss u B..
i want to hug&kiss u
awwwwwww...
heeee~

survey..read it!

1) What is your boyfriend name?
-ermmmm,kerol for now la:D

2) What color underwears wearing now?
-yellow..weeee~

3) What are you listening to right now?
-attack-attack,interlude

4) Whats your favorite number?
-7..yeah

5) What was the last thing you ate?
-nasi goreng..wekkkkk!tak sdp!

6) When was the last time you smiled?
-this morning(thiking of HIM)heeee~

7) How is the weather right now?
-hot &cold!HAHAHAH!:P

8) Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
-IZZA ISBIHA!!:DD

LOVE,LOVE,LOVE...hmmmmm

Silalah baca kalau rajin dan ingin tahu....dialu-alukan.

-Disaat orang yang kau suka menyakitimu,kau akan marah dan tidak mahulagi berbicara dengannya.
-Disaat orang yang kau sayang menyakitimu,kau akan menangis untuknya.
-Disaat orang yang kau cintai menyakitimu,kau akan berkata:"Tak mengapa,dia hanya tak tahu apa yang dia lakukan".
-Disaat kau suka padanya,kau akan 'MEMAKSANYA' untuk menyukaimu.
-Disaat kau sayang padanya,kau akan membiarkannya untuk memilih.
-Disaat kau cinta padanya kau akan selalu menanti dengan tulus dan setia.



-'SUKA' adalah kau akan menemaninya apabila menguntungkan.
-'SAYANG' adalah kau akan menemaninya disaat dia memerlukan.
-'SUKA' adalah hal yang menuntut.
'SAYANG' adalah hal memberi dan menerima.
-'CINTA' adalah hal yang memberi dengan rela.

i adored her.woohhh!

She's cute,pretty(emmmm,for me she pretty but for others ppl,i dont know,hehehe).I love her songs too escplly FUCK YOU&ALFIE.What can i say about her,let me think....
ouhhhhh,I adored herrrr!!HAHAHAH!Shes so sweet.

FUCK YOU VERY MUCH.
Look inside, look inside your tiny mind and look a bit harder cause we’re so uninspired so sick and tired of all the hatred you harbor so you say it’s not okay to be gay well I think you’re just evil you’re just some racist who can’t tie my laces you’re point of view is medieval Fuck you, fuck you very very much cause we hate what you do and we hate your whole crew so please don’t stay in touch fuck you, fuck you very very much cause your words don’t translate and it’s getting quite late so please don’t stay in touch do you get, do you get a little kick out of being small-minded? you want to be like your father it’s approval you’re after well that’s not how you’ll find it do you, do you really enjoy living a life that’s so hateful cause there’s a hole where your soul should be you’re losing control of it and it’s really distasteful Fuck you, fuck you very very much cause we hate what you do and we hate your whole crew so please don’t stay in touch Fuck you, fuck you very very much cause your words don’t translate and it’s getting quite late so please don’t stay in touch You say, you think we need to go to war Well you're already in one. Cause it's people like you that need to get sued No-one wants your opinion Fuck you, fuck you very very much cause we hate what you do and we hate your whole crew so please don’t stay in touch Fuck you, fuck you very very much cause your words don’t translate and it’s getting quite late so please don’t stay in touch

alhamdullilah

Alhamdullilah,finally i past my computer test today.Im quit happy.Later,im gonna get licesene driving,YEAYYYYY!!!.FUHHHH!!lega dh lulus.Agak fobia juga nk bila frst time tue failed.haih.luckily retest nie lulus.hehehe.ALHAMDULLILAH once again.
NAK LESENNNNN!!!!!!:D

missing you

Did you know that I missing you so much?
Did you know that you seem to always
around inside my empty head?

Did you know that years have passed
since I packed my things and left?
Did you know that along the years
I couldn't find a way of leaving you behind?

Did you know that I still remember how
you tried hold these walls?
Did you know that I face my fears when I knew that
I was just another promise that they couldn't keep?

Did you know that emotions catch up with me?
Did you know that now I'm older and I don't play?

Did you know that Im feeling paranoid now?
Did you know that I can't wait for the day that
I can let my concerns go of me?

Did you know that I’ll never fade away again?
Did you know that I wont leave this way again?

Did you know that now you're everything
I hoped for and more?

& did you know that Im mostly... still mostly yours?

me,myself&I

Known as NURUL ATHIRAH.I live in seremban,N.sembilan.This girl was born in Kuala lumpur,11 february 1991.
Now,im 18 years ol and im waiting for my spm result.While waiting for the result im studying in Kolej PTPL and taking course web design&multimedia.This course quite good for me because i love to create something that creative and more to arts.I also addicted to phototgraphy.Every pictures are meaningful to me.Photograhpy is my DRUGS&SOUL!.Im still learning how to improve to get my best shoot.Hpe one day i will become a professional photography.

photography madness

"It is the supreme art of the teacher to awaken joy in creative expression and knowledge."

men men men

"Men are like a fine wine. They all start out like grapes, and it's our job to stomp on them and keep them in the dark until they mature into something you'd like to have dinner with."