its over,over and overrrr

I REALLY DISSPOINTD AND ITS HURTS..YOU ARE SO HARD TO FORGET..WHY??????BUT ITS OVER BETWEEN YOU AND ME..I DONT WANT YOU GO BUT I MUST DO IT BECAUSE YOU ONLY NEED HER THAN ME..SO,HAPPY WITH HER

this is me

i accept every part of me, even the parts i am just learning to like. i respect and protect my body because my health is important to me. i listen with love to my body's messages. my body represents perfection. i am vibrantly healthy. the love from my heart flows joyously through my body. i laugh at life and at myself too and choose not to be offended by anyone or anything. i allow myself to be open and receptive to learning new ideas. i feel glorious, dynamic energy. i am active and alive. i see myself as beautiful, lovable, and appreciated. i am proud to be me. i am quite patient, tolerant, and diplomatic. i have my own set of talents and abilities. i release and let go. i gladly give away all that i no longer need. i am created to succeed, and i now give thanks to my success. no person, place, or thing has power over me, for i am the only thinker in my mind. i now attract new friends who are exciting, loving, caring, accepting, funny, and generous. i choose to make wise decisions that benefit every person, place, and thing in my world. for me, life is really very simple. what we give out, we get back. Love is the miracle cure. loving myself works miracles in my life. the past is over and cannot be changed. this is the only moment i can experience.I am willing to change to become better person.

im stll yours????tell me..

I feel like I've lost everything.About things I couldn't say to you.I do love you,how about you??
You know my heart(So tell me honestly, did you ever really want this?).But i will be okay..is that you want me to i say..im really disspointed..so,i will let you go even do my heart is so hard to forget you.tell me what should do??im understand you only need HER than me.i better let you go..i cant seem face the truth now,you're with her..supposed to be fade.I should to be strong but i cant because i do love you..i really disspointed and hurts..i try to hide my feelings but i cant..for now i just hoping that i will forget you..MAYBE..

seriously..im so sad

I'm so SAD,SAD and SAD.....urghhhhhhhhH!!!!!!!!i don't know whats wrong with me but I'm deeply so sad..feels like want to cry..when i sad or cry nobody know about that including HIS..SAD,SAD,SAD!!!!

no mood

today is sunday..hmmm.so bored.Apabila bosan aku akn meluahkn perasaan aku ke blog ini.Aku rasa aku nk demam.tp,entahlah.....
aku betul-betul mmg tak ada mood.so,bye..

my soul,drugs,and everything

This tembam girl named Khaledatul izza.What can i say about this girl is she very talkative,friendly and suka brgosip.hehehe.shes very cute too.Aku suka brkawan dgn dia.Dia best,ada je benda yg nak dicakapkan tk kira psl apa pun jnj ada bnda nk ckp.Ermm,lagi satu,izza nie suka ketawa..kalau dia gelak mmg tak ingt dunia la kn.hehehe.I love her as a friend.Kalau dia tak ada msti sunyi..Aku rndu kau dohh...sgt rndu..bila nk jmpe nie???masing-masing sibuk je..haih.and 1 more thing izza,kalau kau suka someone jgn tak ngaku.ckp je.aku tau kau.HAHAHAHA!sayang u la B!:PP


Her name is nadia hana bt mohd hasbullah.She is my bestfriend.Bila aku ada problem aku msti bgtau dia tak kshla what problems.She also a good listener.Nadia ni slalu perasan dia CUTE.HAHAHAH!dia suka ckp diri dia cute.yela,aku ngaku kau cute.bluekkkk!:D
Btw,I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!dah lama tk jmpe kau..kau sibuk kerja..nk sgt jmpe kau nadia...
i stll remenber you babe..and aku hrp friendship kita akn smpi bila-bila.LOVE YOU !muahhhh!!
hehehe.

bored,bored and bored.haih......

apa nk buat skng ptg2 nie
bosannya!!!!!
nk kuar sen tk ada:(

btw,I MISS HIM sO MUCH!
but i dont know weather he miss me or not..
seriously,i miss u B..
i want to hug&kiss u
awwwwwww...
heeee~

survey..read it!

1) What is your boyfriend name?
-ermmmm,kerol for now la:D

2) What color underwears wearing now?
-yellow..weeee~

3) What are you listening to right now?
-attack-attack,interlude

4) Whats your favorite number?
-7..yeah

5) What was the last thing you ate?
-nasi goreng..wekkkkk!tak sdp!

6) When was the last time you smiled?
-this morning(thiking of HIM)heeee~

7) How is the weather right now?
-hot &cold!HAHAHAH!:P

8) Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
-IZZA ISBIHA!!:DD

LOVE,LOVE,LOVE...hmmmmm

Silalah baca kalau rajin dan ingin tahu....dialu-alukan.

-Disaat orang yang kau suka menyakitimu,kau akan marah dan tidak mahulagi berbicara dengannya.
-Disaat orang yang kau sayang menyakitimu,kau akan menangis untuknya.
-Disaat orang yang kau cintai menyakitimu,kau akan berkata:"Tak mengapa,dia hanya tak tahu apa yang dia lakukan".
-Disaat kau suka padanya,kau akan 'MEMAKSANYA' untuk menyukaimu.
-Disaat kau sayang padanya,kau akan membiarkannya untuk memilih.
-Disaat kau cinta padanya kau akan selalu menanti dengan tulus dan setia.



-'SUKA' adalah kau akan menemaninya apabila menguntungkan.
-'SAYANG' adalah kau akan menemaninya disaat dia memerlukan.
-'SUKA' adalah hal yang menuntut.
'SAYANG' adalah hal memberi dan menerima.
-'CINTA' adalah hal yang memberi dengan rela.

i adored her.woohhh!

She's cute,pretty(emmmm,for me she pretty but for others ppl,i dont know,hehehe).I love her songs too escplly FUCK YOU&ALFIE.What can i say about her,let me think....
ouhhhhh,I adored herrrr!!HAHAHAH!Shes so sweet.

FUCK YOU VERY MUCH.
Look inside, look inside your tiny mind and look a bit harder cause we’re so uninspired so sick and tired of all the hatred you harbor so you say it’s not okay to be gay well I think you’re just evil you’re just some racist who can’t tie my laces you’re point of view is medieval Fuck you, fuck you very very much cause we hate what you do and we hate your whole crew so please don’t stay in touch fuck you, fuck you very very much cause your words don’t translate and it’s getting quite late so please don’t stay in touch do you get, do you get a little kick out of being small-minded? you want to be like your father it’s approval you’re after well that’s not how you’ll find it do you, do you really enjoy living a life that’s so hateful cause there’s a hole where your soul should be you’re losing control of it and it’s really distasteful Fuck you, fuck you very very much cause we hate what you do and we hate your whole crew so please don’t stay in touch Fuck you, fuck you very very much cause your words don’t translate and it’s getting quite late so please don’t stay in touch You say, you think we need to go to war Well you're already in one. Cause it's people like you that need to get sued No-one wants your opinion Fuck you, fuck you very very much cause we hate what you do and we hate your whole crew so please don’t stay in touch Fuck you, fuck you very very much cause your words don’t translate and it’s getting quite late so please don’t stay in touch

alhamdullilah

Alhamdullilah,finally i past my computer test today.Im quit happy.Later,im gonna get licesene driving,YEAYYYYY!!!.FUHHHH!!lega dh lulus.Agak fobia juga nk bila frst time tue failed.haih.luckily retest nie lulus.hehehe.ALHAMDULLILAH once again.
NAK LESENNNNN!!!!!!:D

missing you

Did you know that I missing you so much?
Did you know that you seem to always
around inside my empty head?

Did you know that years have passed
since I packed my things and left?
Did you know that along the years
I couldn't find a way of leaving you behind?

Did you know that I still remember how
you tried hold these walls?
Did you know that I face my fears when I knew that
I was just another promise that they couldn't keep?

Did you know that emotions catch up with me?
Did you know that now I'm older and I don't play?

Did you know that Im feeling paranoid now?
Did you know that I can't wait for the day that
I can let my concerns go of me?

Did you know that I’ll never fade away again?
Did you know that I wont leave this way again?

Did you know that now you're everything
I hoped for and more?

& did you know that Im mostly... still mostly yours?

me,myself&I

Known as NURUL ATHIRAH.I live in seremban,N.sembilan.This girl was born in Kuala lumpur,11 february 1991.
Now,im 18 years ol and im waiting for my spm result.While waiting for the result im studying in Kolej PTPL and taking course web design&multimedia.This course quite good for me because i love to create something that creative and more to arts.I also addicted to phototgraphy.Every pictures are meaningful to me.Photograhpy is my DRUGS&SOUL!.Im still learning how to improve to get my best shoot.Hpe one day i will become a professional photography.

photography madness

"It is the supreme art of the teacher to awaken joy in creative expression and knowledge."

men men men

"Men are like a fine wine. They all start out like grapes, and it's our job to stomp on them and keep them in the dark until they mature into something you'd like to have dinner with."